Disheveled: (of a person's hair, clothes, or appearance) untidy; disordered.
(just end up posting on Halloween/All Hallows' Eve/All Saints' Eve, is fitting)
This story is about a middle aged man named, Lomax.
Lomax is a down on his luck, mentally ill, addicted, unshaven, unbathed, slipper/socks/robe wearing loner, living off disability in a tiny one bedroom apartment, with no drive to do anything.
And just his luck he ends up catching the eye, the intrigue and attention of a mischievous devil at the disability office as he's walking with slippers, a robe, with a hot cup of coffee that someone ends up bumping into him and spilling all over him and all his paper work for disability. And at this time you have this completely MAD devil(that no-one can see, of course)smiling like a kid in a candy story, and seen thru the devil's eyes as the camera keeps movie closer upon Lomax, very intensely. This devil has found his next 'toy to play with'.
The story goes from here as this devil starts to cause an already, unstable guy, to completely start losing his break from reality.
Starting off with little persuasions and illusory hallucinational powers(and much more), till soon the devil will be reveal itself to Lomax and temp him of his SOUL?
Will Lomax finally have the motivation to do ANYTHING as his very life and soul now depends on it.(oh, yeah. and Lomax has been an atheist his whole life, so this is a real kicker to the SOUL(heehee).
Will Lomax survive this crazy demon?
[Well, that's just a briefing of the basic idea]
It's based on a loner, so basically with swift over-dramatic, traumatic camera work, to keep it based on these TWO characters, instead of adding more characters and boring plot, we just kick it off and work with the horror between these two characters.
Ciao!
Welcome, I am Phillip, a human being possessed by a fallen angel named Blur, or just completely and utterly INSANE, not sure? check out zee youtubessssssss. thnx
Saturday, October 31, 2015
Wednesday, October 14, 2015
GOODBYE
"The saddest songs ever played are the ones that are never heard." ~ BLUR
This is a goodbye.
If I ever make it out of this alive, I'll be a different person.
I have to disappear and prepare for the end because staying here is not an option.
Sometimes there is no hope because you've arrived to late.
You didn't make it in time.
You have to live and die with that.
Can't make it thru the days anymore,
I see no solution,
no path,
no opportunity out of this mess.
So that's when you have to let it all go.
You've fought hard.
You've fought for nothing,
you wish you could take the fight back,
you regret fighting.
My only hope left is that one of them come soon;
The End or The Beginning.
My only hope left is praying for a miracle.
GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD
This is a goodbye.
If I ever make it out of this alive, I'll be a different person.
I have to disappear and prepare for the end because staying here is not an option.
Sometimes there is no hope because you've arrived to late.
You didn't make it in time.
You have to live and die with that.
Can't make it thru the days anymore,
I see no solution,
no path,
no opportunity out of this mess.
So that's when you have to let it all go.
You've fought hard.
You've fought for nothing,
you wish you could take the fight back,
you regret fighting.
My only hope left is that one of them come soon;
The End or The Beginning.
My only hope left is praying for a miracle.
GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD
Monday, October 12, 2015
NOW WHAT?
I've been thru so much?
I'm ready for WAR;
But I don't know what to do?
The only thing I know, is that I
I wake up tomorrow to a new life,
and I don't even know how to proceed?
Everything feels fresh,
the past has drifted away?
My mind is brand new.
I am a completely new person?
If you are ALIVE?
And you have a chance to break away from it all,
to discover,
to search within,
to dream,
to really be happy;
=TAKE IT
Your dreams are the only real roads, all the other roads are illusions that lead you to 'Dead-Ends'.
Tomorrow I wake up from my nightmare, and I dare to dream.
I'm ready for WAR;
But I don't know what to do?
The only thing I know, is that I
I wake up tomorrow to a new life,
and I don't even know how to proceed?
Everything feels fresh,
the past has drifted away?
My mind is brand new.
I am a completely new person?
If you are ALIVE?
And you have a chance to break away from it all,
to discover,
to search within,
to dream,
to really be happy;
=TAKE IT
Your dreams are the only real roads, all the other roads are illusions that lead you to 'Dead-Ends'.
Tomorrow I wake up from my nightmare, and I dare to dream.
Saturday, October 10, 2015
Give it all to GOD
It is *Time* for you to finally 'Let-Go',
Of your worries,
Your fears,
Your pain,
Anxieties,
The Physical,'
The Material,'
WORLD!
to 'Let-Go' of the weight, of,
The Future,'
The Past,'
Death,'
Life,'
to be BORN anew, in SPIRIT.
LET IT ALL GO!
(FREE YOUR SELF)
REJOICE :)
Tuesday, October 6, 2015
Accept Thee End, Too Begin.
ENTWINEMENT: Endings, are, beginnings.
Blessings?
(Peace :)
I am here=ALWAYS
Found when I'm Lost
Dying to be ALIVE!.
Missed out on IT???!
Through falling through the cracks of faith like liquid, I Formed,
Of being shattered at the deepest depths of my being, BECAME,
'nothing and everything,.... AND(an)eternal-consciousnessAND,
By letting go of everything I was holding onto, I Became FREE.
...Before The Dawn...
BREATH///////EXIST
You'll Never Go way
You Live FOREVER
Nothing To Ever Fear
So Rest Your Head In
Knowing That It's Ok
Someone's There 4U
!You Are Not Alone!
PoBLURetry©
Blessings?
(Peace :)
I am here=ALWAYS
Found when I'm Lost
Dying to be ALIVE!.
Missed out on IT???!
Through falling through the cracks of faith like liquid, I Formed,
Of being shattered at the deepest depths of my being, BECAME,
'nothing and everything,.... AND(an)eternal-consciousnessAND,
By letting go of everything I was holding onto, I Became FREE.
...Before The Dawn...
BREATH///////EXIST
You'll Never Go way
You Live FOREVER
Nothing To Ever Fear
So Rest Your Head In
Knowing That It's Ok
Someone's There 4U
!You Are Not Alone!
Monday, October 5, 2015
...DREAMS...
Don't ever give up on your DREAMS;
Your dreams are your PATH,
A beacon of light at the end of this darkness of a tunnel, there to guide you through.
What you must do is FOLLOW and BELIEVE.
The Dream Is The Path!
If You Give Up On Your Dreams You Are Off Path!
But you must first break away from the confusion of LIFE?
The Voice has been a main inspiration/motivation for me recently, watching it every week with my mom.
It's all the dreamers on that show that overcome so much and fight for their dreams, and the family closeness and having that first step of their dream come true that makes me TEARY EYED :(.......
Their family always believes in them, and although I'm not close with my family, I'm close with my mom, and my dreams were hers, and it all fell apart, but maybe there's still HOPE???????
And though you may feel lost..., and though many dreams may have perished within you..., there is always a new dream to breathe life into.
"Don't ever let your dreams fall asleep." ~ BLUR
I know I won't;
DEEPER INTO THE RABBIT HOLE
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