THAT🙌#SMALLYOUTUBERARMY🙌PASSION FOR THE💝#SMALLYOUTUBERCOMMUNITY💝

Two worlds collided(#SmallYouTuberArmy/#SmallYouTuberCommunity)

In honor of my Mother, Valarie(#SaintValarie), who believed in the YouTube Dream, who died tragically, who never got to taste the dreams, like her dream to be a singer😓, but she got to be truly LOVED🙌, and I'll sing for her, with a planned goth band called, SAINT VALARIE

We(#YOUTUBEARMY)could LIVE, for a thousand years!
(with motto's like sacrifice; the most powerful form of Love) 

What we are aiming to do, with youtube army, is come together to build our own side youtube industry, and build a providence for our youtube fam.

I grew up with mad industries being born, from my MOTHER😍, getting me into MTV🙇at the tender age of 5.

Then from there, witnessed hip hop industry, punk industry, LIHC/NYHC Hardcore Music Industry, the Industrial Music Revolution, the 80's and 90's music revolution, good gawd, and then youtubing by sheer accident when youtube began, a lot to mention, and all it took was a couple creative minds coming together=WE GOT THIS

Nobody really believed it, when I said, the answer to this youtube fiasco, is to build our own separate industry, with our own income, our own donation pot for things like, computers, cameras, software, all the things youtubers need to grow, parties, conventions, meet ups, we do exactly what they do, celebrate birthdays, holidays, milestones of each others success, this is VALUE, not fake numbers boosting, we teach the right way, we prove that we heard their call for the DREAMERS REVOLUTION and we will NOT not answer "the call" #SmallYouTubers💦

We will be launching our dot com soon, where our facebook communities will become, Off The Wall fun, for free, recruiting centers, for us to prove it is worth becoming a real member, by signing up and being transferred to the official youtube army member communities, where we throw you initiation parties, graduation parties for each level, every member has to take a tiny task and do their part, fun assignments that you can grow from, and from small youtuber army, to youtube army, and youtube army royalty, where we aim to have big youtubers in there, and that's the final graduation phase where we work with you to succeed financially, youtube army has been put thru HELL because we are 100% against, the scamming of; views, likes, comments, subscriptions, and watch time, hope we can teach how that will absolutely ruin any chance of succeeding on youtube, I seen a guy scam over 150,000 subscribers, I'd never say how, but this person STILL didn't succeed on youtube, the fake numbers mean absolutely nothing, and youtube saved my life 12+ years ago, I owe youtube my life; but what do I know, I'm an IDIOT(savant thad iz😵)

We have a wild team, unlike anything else, it's a mystery, you'd have to seek them out to SEE👀?

We Love YouTubers!

now my vicious wounds, have healed into BATTLE SCARS

seriously, planning a million dollar film documentary party for the small youtuber community, it's held on a wing and a prayer, that's how I roll(the dice👻)and I'm going to sing this song with a dang BAND at our first film party!

a #blurtheghost productions👻👻👻The #MTV #Revolution LIVES👼; in #TheArmyOfDreamers👽💙

August 21st, 2017; "💔A TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART💔"

August 21st, 2017, the day of the infamous total solar eclipse,
I divulged my undying love for a therapist...
it didn't go over so well.
A Schizo, that fell in love at first site,
and Suicide Squad came out, 
and felt it symbolized us, because "I AM INSANE",
or just psychic, and there's something I missed?

That darn solar eclipse, a friend asked if total solar eclipses mess with people that have mental illness("lunacy/lunar"), I would say HELL YEAH, but Heaven Yeah! Lunacy is REAL! 
talk about a TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART(my heart totally eclipsed to God, I fully surrendered that day)

I knew on that day, it was over, and I'd never Love again.

It was time to face the truth. eye mime aye fall and angel.

God's Love is eternal,
taking the WARRIOR PLUNGE to never ever feel human love ever again as long as I exist here, till I can go HOME?

Now it's time to get to the WARRIOR MISSION in life,
no more distractions, no more red tape, no more loneliness, cause I just don't care any more, love is not what we think it is?

All I can say is, the only thing that causes me pain in this world, is "humans", Why?=LET THAT JUST SINK IN A LITTLE BIT

one of the most painful moments, blacked out, but humor helped. aka Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse of the HEART.

because it happened on the total eclipse.

Now 1st birthday without Mother(Saint Valarie)coming up, my mother died, and for rebirth going on a homeless CRUSADE, forgiveness is needed for REBIRTH.

but in thee end, she was the best therapist, and I thank her, because she broke the SPELL and I am finally FREE👼 ~ BLUR