Thursday, November 19, 2015

Broken Heart Set Free

Feelings?

What are they?
You form feelings for people that don't form feelings for you?

And vice-versa :(.........
You break hearts...

And hearts break yours.....
I don't want to LOVE any more

I'll just care about everyone equally

Be there for my fellow Human Beings

My own species

I couldn't even say goodbye



I can't say goodbye anymore



"The saddest songs ever played are the ones that are never heard"

Wednesday, November 18, 2015

DREAMZzzzzz

Dreams are sacred,
keep them to your self.

People will trample,
and stomp,
your dreams.

Till they're tarnished,
toiled,
and tainted.

You resurrect,
rekindle,
and recoil your firing,
to TRUST again,
just to be,
thrown to the wolves,
again,
and again.

Your heart becomes closed,
into a black-hole,
a void of darkness hidden away from people,
hidden behind the void,
a candle lit in the wind,
hiding behind blocked hands,
kept alive in fragments,
LIGHT, 
heart opened up to GOD,
warmth. 

But in the END,
you've made it to the light.

To HEAVEN :)

GOD :(

Monday, November 16, 2015

The Break-Away

"As hard as it is to say goodbye, it's even harder to stay in contact."

---------------------
The Break-Away
---------------------

IT!!!!!!!!
People
My Own Species;
It hurts,
It bruises,
It punches,
It wounds,
It punctures
and leaves you in a constant state of mourning.
It breaks your heart
over and over again 
leaving shattered scars,
scattered.

I will never let IT hurt me ever again

THEY!!!!!!!!
Life
Born into it without an option,
Without guidance.
Promises! Promises!
LIES
Imprisonment 
BeautifulHorror
Freedom thru Madness
My only Escape

They build up hope
just to tear it down.
They create you
just to not let you create your own world of happiness out of your dreams

;
The Break-Away
;

DANGER! DANGER! DANGER!
is what 'IT THEY' sells you,
FEAR! FEAR! FEAR!
paralyzing you from(everything).
So you walk away from the, 'IT THEY' and stick with the Almighty, *I AM Who I AM*, Eternal.

Through The Pain: I've learned goodbyes are much easier.

Wednesday, November 11, 2015

BLURZ REBORN

11/11

It has finally arrived! 
The *AWAKENING* I've been searching for!!

I Owe *GOD* Everything!!!

*PRAISE*!!!!


Eternal Enlightenment!!!

No Fear!!

=Happiness!


11/11/15 3:07 AM - And for, "40 Dayz and 40 Nightz" he *Cleansed* himself of his Insanity; and became *re-purified*.
*Redeemed* of all Sin.
And everywhere you walk you will touch peoples *Souls*.
And overcome adversity,
And Unify The People.
They will reach out their hands,
And you will give them, *STRENGTH*.
And they will pass along that strength.

And us Warrior's Soul's Will Shall Never Break, Nor Stray.

Our *Light* will overwhelm the darkness.

There will be Freedom for you will Dream?:=

With *Cleansed* Eyes, You will See?:=

UNBREAKABLE WILL

Never to Stray from the Path again))))))))))



Live?


Thursday, November 5, 2015

I don't know how I'm feeling?

(STRAIT FROM THE PSYCH-VAULT)

I don't know how I'm feeling,
is a feeling.

I'm feeling FLUMMOXED about feelings
But someone once said, they feel "Listless" {:~D
You can't get more expressive than that.

I'm writing this whilst in a, -'partial hospitalization, psychotherapy program'-.
, and when I say, "psychotherapy", that's just something that I do;
[always over-exaggerate everything into hyperbolic oblivion.]

I'm sitting here sweating profusely(hyperhidrosis disorder)
Listening and Learning.
Speaking and Observing.
... ...Absorbing and Discerning - with the Quicknessssssssss

Rebirthing my Stone-

Reborning my Sword-

Double-Edged and BROAD...,
FIERY & dipped in FLAMEZZZZZZ
Ohhhhhhhhh? Back to the "FEELINGS?"
(...)(...)(... ... ... ...)(hmmm?)

/I guess that says it all\