August 21st, 2017; "💔A TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART💔"

August 21st, 2017, the day of the infamous total solar eclipse,
I divulged my undying love for a therapist...
it didn't go over so well.
A Schizo, that fell in love at first site,
and Suicide Squad came out, 
and felt it symbolized us, because "I AM INSANE",
or just psychic, and there's something I missed?

That darn solar eclipse, a friend asked if total solar eclipses mess with people that have mental illness("lunacy/lunar"), I would say HELL YEAH, but Heaven Yeah! Lunacy is REAL! 
talk about a TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART(my heart totally eclipsed to God, I fully surrendered that day)

I knew on that day, it was over, and I'd never Love again.

It was time to face the truth. eye mime aye fall and angel.

God's Love is eternal,
taking the WARRIOR PLUNGE to never ever feel human love ever again as long as I exist here, till I can go HOME?

Now it's time to get to the WARRIOR MISSION in life,
no more distractions, no more red tape, no more loneliness, cause I just don't care any more, love is not what we think it is?

All I can say is, the only thing that causes me pain in this world, is "humans", Why?=LET THAT JUST SINK IN A LITTLE BIT

one of the most painful moments, blacked out, but humor helped. aka Bonnie Tyler - Total Eclipse of the HEART.

because it happened on the total eclipse.

Now 1st birthday without Mother(Saint Valarie)coming up, my mother died, and for rebirth going on a homeless CRUSADE, forgiveness is needed for REBIRTH.

but in thee end, she was the best therapist, and I thank her, because she broke the SPELL and I am finally FREE👼 ~ BLUR

937 hours?

Spring, BEHOLD,
a Spring has Sprung,
before Aries Flame, Why?

can you feel it

the shift?

2020? vision, 

they are AWAKE

I'm going in

960 hours?

When You have Fallen,

a Curse must first be Unbroken.

no powers granted, but a battle cry, and an angry Holy Ghost.

woke in an unwelcoming realm, unsure why,

chains on soul,

a prisoner, in a prison deceived to beings as a paradise. 

to make it out of these chains, would mean the WORLD!

👼THE WRATH OF BLUR👼

something's brewing; #JUSTICE

Motivation on the; #RISE

Determination, through the; #ROOF

Things are different now, after losing my mom, realizing, no one really cares, who are we fighting for?

alas, there are MANY to fight for?

and weirdly enough, even at the threat of ending up on the street, and carless, eerily calm.

Cucumber Calm!

"chase the dreams till the end of time"👽 
~👻the blur vinci codez👻

i know where we're gon'na set-up shop

👻Blur The Ghost👻: The Wrath of Saint Valarie?

Where Have I Been aka Why haven't I blogged in a very long time?: Sucks, when we let the world, stop us from doing something we love, such as writing.

Most of us been writing since we were little, but living in a world that is very discouraging, towards writing.

Writing has been a great Therapy.

I was targeted by vicious cyber-bullies, then my mom had a stroke and died😠, after losing my mom, forced to work and battle with everything I can muster to overcome and defeat my mental illness, and work for the first time, and fight for survival.

"a continuous fight, for us to have the right, to Live."

My Mom and Freedom, was stripped away.

now we "FIGHT" for #Justice on many levels

A Toast to the Future🙌,

my Mom is very much ALIVE👻

Keep Up The #GOD Work ~ Saint Valarie 

https://teespring.com/KeepUpTheGodWork

We're BACK!

                                      IN HONOR OF #SAINTVALARIE & #SISTEREVE

So, now we are hightailing it together, me, my mom, her sister, to Israel, year 2020, to bring my moms soul to an angel, to kick off something? the hint lays somewhere in this BLOG? right under our nose, twice, like music to my ears. and then make a book and film "SAINT VALARIE" and donate money to YouTube Army and start up the Saint Valarie and Sister Eve foundations, stay tuned, or crooned, as Will Ferrell would say.

Over-and-OUT!