"THE ANGEL MAFIA": MOTIVATION: DIARY(Eurythmics Edition) #DETERMINATION

I"M GAINING ON YOUR ASS!
Just kidding
I"M COMING FOR YOU!
I'm really just kidding,
I am not thinking about coming for anybody,
but the pain people keep causing me,
and my mom,
is IMMENSE,
and there really is no telling what these types of pains can make a person become?

This is a story about poor defenseless, powerless forever abused, victimized, FLIP.
FLIP's landlords knock on the door last night, he is half asleep in his bed, thinking about the woman he loves, and he hears the landlord saying to his dear old mother, "you owe another 60$'s(saying we borrowed a 160$'s, which is INSANE that is like 6,000 dollars to them)" So FLIP gets out of bed and goes to the door, and says, "we borrowed a 100. I SWEAR TO GOD! We borrowed 40 then 60, we would never borrow more than a 100(also they feel awkward and uncomfortable as it is, know he don't want to lend them, but what else can he do? They're always at the knees, bowing at the feet of everyone). So she goes and gets her husband, which comes to the door like he wants to beat FLIP up. Very angry, with the facial expression that he has always hated FLIP, maybe cause he dresses weird. Who knows? With the look on his face that he is itching to throw mentally disabled FLIP and his physically disabled, barely clinging to life, mom out on the street?

Well, I'm tired of people hurting FLIP.
His mom is barely alive.
He gets 1,200 dollars a month,
has mental illness and goes to a mental illness community,
lives with his mother,
his mother is his best friend,
he loves his mom,
takes care of her the best he can,
his mom gets 700 dollars a month,
his father sends 500 dollars a month.
His brother only helps out around, 100 to 150 a month,
and makes them owe?????????????????????????????????????
They spent 80 dollars on his brother and girlfriend for Christmas, his girlfriend didn't buy them anything.
These people are the opposite of a hero, "Robin Hood" - Robin Hood gives to the poor, these despicable cretins, TAKE. FROM. THE. POOR. How you going to TAKE from your mother and brother on welfare=DESPICABLE

So, crawling thru the under ringings of fatal DEPRESSION
barely making it out of it, wanting to cut your own throat and bleed to death, you don't even want to wake up because you are scared of what the day may hold?
What's going to happen next?
MONEY MONEY fuggennnnnn MONEY
These ugly people that money means more than a FUGGEN HUMAN FUGGEN SOUL

This is the beginning of FLIP's=JUSTICE!!!!!!!

Where this will lead, Nobody Knows?
But the names on BLURZ LIST
are becoming more and more potent as the wounds keep widening

Start looking for a job on Tuesday, after gathering what little financial resources we have, and after one more therapy session on Monday, and hope to slowly move towards success for us all, and hopefully people stop hurting us, healing can take place, and forgiveness can awaken.

Oh, we're not aloud to express our truths on the internet, the pain that we are going thru, the pain that people are causing us, WELL YOU FU(KEN PEOPLE SHOULD STOP FU(KEN HURTING US, and family, WHAT ARE PEOPLE YOUR FU(KEN PRISONER, no FREEDOM TO CHOOSE WHO IS IN A PERSONS LIFE, this is where it all is shot to freaken hell, in this cruel world, the biggest slaves out there, are poor defenseless children, born into enslavement by cruel evil parents, but as far as family goes, if you have a loving family, that is great, but if you're like me and your family cares only about money, and your brother has been against you since the day you were born, and people say, 'you have to choose to not be in their life", tried that, he caused mom so much stress, kicked him out of my life, for two months, he cause mom to have a stroke a day before her 60th birthday, that's on HIS HANDS. And he promised his suffering mother to buy her a car, ON> HER. DEATHBED, barely alive at the hospital, and then never got her a car=FAMILY :(