FOR GOD "walking away from my heart" part two

Maybe my heart can finally feel at ease,
maybe that has always been the one pain that I couldn't bare.

I'm broken,
too broke to be fixed,
but maybe I can become something new;
maybe I can be renewed,
or restored.

Maybe it's not too late?

The thoughts of angels came into my life today,
thinking how angels only feel love - not hate,
how an angel suffers for love,
how an angel could never hurt anything,
but an angel will take being hurt
an angel lives for God.

I don't know what drove me to think this way?

If I had to guess, I would say, pain,
pain of my heart.

And pain is dark,
and I don't want dark anymore,
and dark is away from God,
so if this is true,
then going to the light,
will ease the pain??????????????